Hoping on You ..

just for a while in my daYs
we could be so close
and a smile On your face
coUld really make my day

i keep Sayin' the phrase i miss you
keep whispering i love you
even we're miles aparT
and i don't know what's In your heart

you toLd me you don't love her anymore
you told me that you can't be in Love
but what i got?
anything that'd make me cry

i shouLd've know from the beginning
i wOuldn't get a chance
and i should'Ve realized
that you'd never be mine

you make mE speechless
without knowing what to say
you make me Hopeless
for all i got thosE days

i don't know now..
should i wait for you?
should i keep pRayin' for us?
and should i keep hopin' on you?

[ Xhelz ]

Love Between Us ♥

alone in the garden i cotemplated you
the most beautiful flower God has ever gave to me
i swear that i'd do anything for you
this Little robin,next to you is the witness to my promise

we were together, face to face
holding our hands fAcing the sunset
close to you,said that everything would be alright
do you feel what i feel for you? love

on the day i realized i'm iN love with you
rainbow showed its colors beautifully
i had had no word to tell you what i felt inside

dimming the light Cause it's too bright
i just could wish you'd nEver let me go
and that look frOm your eyes caN always stay the same like that.
like you always do to me
mesmerizes me everytime i look at you

someday you'd recognize my love to You
you'll hear if yOu are every part of my song
and i'd say that you're the one i've been thinking all along
woUld you smile at me like you did before??




Xhelz and Monk

Secretly in Love ♥

I lay myself beneath the sky and look up
the firmament looks so empty this night
just a half moon, alone
without any staRs shine around

just like you and mE
i feel so alone without you
you're more thAn 5000 miles away from me
but it doesn't matter cause i'll stiLL love you

i won't let the distance or space between us keep us apart
it's really hard to keep this
but i have to keep pretending
and just be Your friend

three years are quite long for me
to wait you here
but i won't mind
eventhough everynight i have to shed a tear

and my time is not Long before you go back tO your activities
it's just a while and in that time
i just wanna hear you say to me a simple sentence : i loVe you

but it won't happen causE you still love her
and i should've known mY place
sO,i just keep it alone deep inside
in hope that you'd never know how mUch i love you

[ XheL'z ]

♥ Forty Seven Days ♥

Found out that love'd never be easy
On that day you left me behind
Really didn't care about what i felt
Time passes by and i can't even handle any of these tears anymore

You never knew how i really felt
So back and forth that's how it seems
Even if i love you
but it's still Very hard for me to say something

Everyday without you means nothing
No one could ever replace you in my heart
Dreaming about you is the only thing that keeps me satisfied
And everything that you've said to me would be the best memories i have

Yesterday i told you
Something that you'll never forget
" i still love you ♥ "

[ XheL'z and Audy ]

I'd Say I Love You

for the first time I knew someone like you
everything became so right in my eyes
little thing called love grew inside my heart
and i Couldn't help myself but fAllin' over you

killiN' me slowly
when i don'T see you
so i beg you
pleaSe don'T go away

hear me now, listen tO me baby
i can't live without you around
nobody else could ever replace you
in my whole life

dealing with the time and sPace
running fast just to see your face
through The Hallway
and if i could i'd say.. i'd say i love you

wEll, this is just another dream
and i reaLize somehOw
nothing could eVer shiEld my pain

[ XheL'z ]

You and Your Love

we were sittIng by the Water for the first time
and we dIdn't know each other at aLL
then i realized when you caught my eyes
and i wondered why

you just had no idea what you had done to me
you even pushed me to be the best that i Could be
you Really are an angel sent from abOve
to take care of me and Shower me with all your love

i've found what i'm looking for
it's you, your love with nothing more
cause you've given me thiS feeling of contentment
someThing i've never felt in my life

this little tHing makes my heart skips a beat whenever i see your facE
When you feel insecure Or maybe perfectly imperfect,i'll be there for you
i do not caRe about what people would say
cause no one sees you Like i Do

when i'm with you, i won't cry even a single tear
and your touch have chased away all of my Fear
yOu've given me a life that i could live worth while
and it's even better eveRytime i see your smile

now,i'm running out of things to saY
but i'd still cross the wOrld and shout : "I Love You"
for someone like yoU ♥

[ XheL'z and Monk ]

I Used To Love You ♥

i've been looking for a chance
i've been searching for someone
and when i saw Your face
i knew that you're the One

yoU filled my day
with so many beautiful thoughts
you made my life coloRful
and it was wonderful

all this timE in my whole life
i've been hiding my feeling inside
with A wish we could be closer
and i could hold your hand

i keep waiting and waiting
but you keep your silence
without a single word
so,i decided to stop loving you

and here i aM now
hoping you will know somEday
that i was so in love with you
in My everytime and everyday

i used to lOve you
and i know that i'd keep it
just as a memoRy in mY mind..

[ XheL'z ]